Cause time has got a way of taking back, Everything you thought you had
Profile Jules Von Richthofen jules-luzar@hotmail.com Speak Links Facebook Twitter Formspring Kendrick Archives July 2008 July 2010 August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 January 2011 February 2011 April 2011 May 2011 July 2011 November 2011 Credits ©Glamouresque.	Saturday, July 23, 2011 Fucked Up. Currently, My life has been a roller coaster ride, There's so much ups and downs, Let's talk about the down side first, 1. Parents. They are not giving me the support I needed. They don’t fucking understand me. I am not a robot whereby I can fulfill your expectations to keep studying. It’s a record for me to even sit down and study for 30 mins. You are jealous of the other relatives having good grades and stuff, If you want me to be like them, Why don’t you adopt them instead? Simple right. This is who I am and this is my life. Stop comparing me with them because I lead my own life. Fucked up shit. 2. Loneliness. Actually, I can be independent if I want to. But it’s just that there’s too much on my plate right now. I need somebody who I can trust, accept me for who I am to just listen to me. This is all I am asking for. 3. Decisions. I really don’t know what’s the best for me right now. Everything is in an illusion. I am on auto-pilot mode every single day. Sad. I wish I could do something more. For all these things that are happening, I wish you were here with me… I really need you now. Life’s still goes on even though it is full of shit right ? Labels: Fucked.
For the first time, we're smilling but we're close to tears.