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Monday, May 30, 2011
Angry Bird. I'm an angry bird, Lost my iTouch, Sprained my neck, Didn't get to play for Peirce, Didn't get to see her. What else could go wrong ?? Labels: Bad Day Sunday, May 22, 2011
World Spins Madly On. Everything around me seems to go wrong. I am just pissed with what's happening around me, Today, Everything seems to go wrong. I have a headache due to the scorching weather and probably the lack of sleep, Yet there are still so many problems. I realized that I have gotten far away from God. I am really in need of His guidance now. I need to walk back into the right path. I may be wrong for not teaching you how to deal with computer stuffs patiently, You scolded me and I decided to teach you, Yet you said you didn't need it anymore. What's he point of being so petty ?? And you, I don't know what to say to you anymore. If you think you're doing the right things, So be it. Labels: Crazy. Time Out. Dear you, For the past few days, I have been living in a daze, I have had sleepless nights, I really wondered why are you treating me this way. It really hurts to see our friendship is heading towards the abyss, Like I told you so, I will not pursue the matter anymore, I will still treat you more than friends, But the line in between will be drawn clearly and boldly, Now, You are making me regret what I've done, Perhaps, I should just keep it hidden. It is my wishful thinking, probably mindless dreaming that, I will still be friends with you after what happened. I've should have seen this coming, Now, I am facing the consequences. Just be good to me, Will you ? Labels: Hurts. Monday, May 16, 2011
Fly Like A G6 The G-MAX SWING, I tell you, It makes you fly like a G6! Ultimate X-Factor.  Signs of nervousness :S  Tiffany!  Up up here we gooo!  Gravity.  3 Black Pigs. . . Awesome time out in town, Going to try for the other ride next time, Broke for now :( *Wishing upon a star* that some kind soul, Would transfer funds wrongly into my account. Yeps, I am still thinking of you~ Labels: G6. 11 May '11 This post is kinda late, I just didn't have the time to blog, Many things happened on this day, The good and the bad, The happy and the sad. Yeah, I should start to rant about the bad things first, I don't know how should I be feeling right now, Today is an extremely happy day for me at school, I came home with joy and the feeling of optimism around me, But you just have to ruin it when I get home don't you ? For the record, I used to be a boy with love and compassion for the family, I used to stand up for the family when other's said nasty things, I help and tried to make our home a better place for everybody, I also protected my siblings in times of need, What more can you ask for ? Now, You said that I treat the house like a hostel, You said that I couldn't be bothered with family matters anymore, You're absolutely right. I couldn't care less because I'm sick and tired of it, For all the things I've done, I haven't hear a single thank you just yet. Everything happens for a reason, Reasons that are yet to be spoken, Thank you for teaching me how to live life with a masquerade. Slowly and surely, That masquerade is gonna go off, Who knows, Maybe that's gonna be a change for the better, I hope so. This is partly the reason why I need somebody to love. And, It has always been you, No one else could ever compare to you. Thinking of the bright side, School is good to me, Even though there is madness in the overdue homework, I'm still happy for a chance to talk to you. Labels: Good Bad. Sunday, May 8, 2011
Outings. These few weeks, I have been a busy bee, Not exactly doing work, but have been busy playing. Hehe. I shall upload photos later, I'm too lazy for it now, Furthermore, Blogger uploader hasn't been kind with me in any ways :( There's so much more for me to say, Let's nature do it's job and let the stories out bit by bit. For now, I'm still thinking of you~ Labels: Outings. Thursday, May 5, 2011
Hurts. Dear you, I think you have forgotten the events that has passed. Do you remember the time where you said, 'Would you still be my friend in spite of what had happened ?' Without hesitation, I said yes. You know that, No matter what, I will always be there for you when you need me to, Thank you for being there for me when I needed you. I promised you, I won't pursue this matter anymore. But I don't know why, I can't stop myself from loving you. I am trying my best to be your best friend, I am trying my best to stuff that feeling deep down in my heart, But the way you're treating me now, It hurts me a lot, I am trying to accept the impossible, Please give me more time. I apologized for the actions I did that was deemed too sensitive. Please don't be too cold to me, Or I think my heart will freeze till it stop beating. How can I move on when I'm still in love with you. Labels: Love/Hurts. Wednesday, May 4, 2011
The Man Who Can't Be Moved. I am going to be the man who can't be moved. That's my stand. Isn't it weird ? After what you said to me, My feelings for you hasn't change one bit. Day by day, It just get stronger. It becomes more intense. No matter what will you say, Be it pleasant to the ear or not, No matter how would you treat me, Be it leaving me or getting closer to me, I am not going to sway, I am going to stand firm, And fight for this love. Labels: Love. Sunday, May 1, 2011
Grateful. Dear you, I am really grateful for your presence in my life, It gives me, A reason to stay strong, A reason to love somebody, A reason to be true to myself, A reason to change, A reason to worry, A reason to laugh, A reason to cry. Honestly, I really hated school a lot, Somehow, you've brought back that joy in going to school. I look forward to school days because it's the time where, I can bask in your presence, I can admire your beauty. So many secrets I have shared for you, So many troubles that you helped me solved. I really can't live without you. I will be at a lost if you're not here with me. I can't moved on just yet, and I think I never will. I love you, Labels: Love. Bad Day. Today is just another screwed up day. I am really at a lost for words. For all the things you said to me, I believe in myself that I could change things around. I am sure that for the certain decisions that I am going to make or have made, I am not gonna regret it. Please, I'm 18, I have my conscience, I need that extra bit of freedom, I don't need you to tell me all the things that have happened, All over again.. I am really getting sick of this, I have enough trouble for myself lately, Soon, Surely and slowly, I am letting this go... Labels: Upset. |
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